Inspiration Comes When You Aren’t Expecting It- Flashback

Tags

, ,


From March 20, 2011

It always seems to amaze me where I find inspiration. We planted our garden today. Today was one of those postcard perfect Sunday’s as far as weather is concerned and it did the first day of Spring up just lovely. There is something strangely exciting about putting seeds in the ground that will turn into little sprouts, followed by plants, and eventually turn into fruits, vegetables, and spices. Watering the dark black dirt after all was planted, such a peace and hope spread over me for this little 6×12 piece of earth.

The symbolism of course as always began to rush over me, as I sat there this evening from the porch, staring out at my fresh turned soil. It is the beginning. Tomorrow a new day will dawn on this small garden, that was not there yesterday. With prayer, and work, and lots of love there will be fruit from the labor. Isn’t it funny how God shows himself to us? 
 
My mother always had a garden when we were kids. I remember I used to catch her after a hard day of yard and garden work, out talking to the grass or a little plant. She spoke to them all, as if they had feelings and could speak back. I thought she was crazy. But as I pulled strawberry plants from cups today, I was careful of their little arms, and I spoke to them as I covered them in soil. I prayed for them, and a little bit for myself, and my ability to continue to grow, like the garden, towards the Sun. Direct sunlight it seems, is what brings forth the most fruit, and I find that truly inspiring.

Flashback to the Beginning


When I started my blog, it was at blogspot, and I would like to move some things over so that they are all in one location. I will put the title, and then flashback with it, so that you know it is a rerun of days gone by! Enjoy!

11-Year-Old Faces In School Suspension

Tags

, , , ,


I had no more set my coffee on my desk and fired up the computer when my phone rang yesterday morning. My 11 year old is sobbing into the phone and I cannot understand a word she’s saying.

The school nurse gets on the phone.

“Ms. Holbrook your daughter has been sent to the office for wearing spandex. It is against school rules. She needs a change of clothes brought up here for her immediately,” the nurse explains.

I rewind my morning trying desperately to remember what Hailey was wearing when she left the house for school that morning. I see her everyday, I ok her outfits, what happened this morning? Then the image comes to me. I remember what she’s wearing.

Her capris look just like this but in pink.

“Isn’t she wearing little capris leggings underneath a pair of shorts and a t-shirt?” I ask.

“Yes but her leggings appear to be made out of spandex,” she retorts.

“Okay, well have her take them off and she can wear just her shorts,” I reply shortly.

“If she takes them off her shorts are too short to wear without anything underneath them,” she replies sounding bored.

I take a deep breath. It’s going to be one of those mornings.

“So what would you have me do, leave the office so I can run her some clothes or what? What happens to Hailey if I can’t come up there?”

“She will spend the day in ISS (In School Suspension).”

“ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?” I shout, louder than I anticipated and no longer trying to remain calm.

“Yes maam. Are you on your way?” she replies without so much as concern in her voice.

“Oh yes, I am.” I slam the phone down.

I stare at my computer. I drive Target and purchase a pair of shorts long enough for school (which by the way…thank you fashion industry… are incredibly hard to come by). As I am headed to the school my brain is fuming. She’s worn these capris almost weekly for the last several months. They are one of her favorites to put under shorts or skirts. Today apparently her teacher had a stick lodged in her ass. I am all for following the dress code, by all means.

However, these capris are not made of spandex they are cotton, and in school suspension? Really? You are going to keep a child from learning today because of an outfit that looks like this? But I digress, if the rule is that they cannot wear spandex and her capris are made out of cotton… what is the problem? Don’t you have students failing classes or destroying property or shooting each other to worry about?

She wore denim shorts, but instead of the tights worn here, she had capris similar to the ones posted above on.

 

Lips of an Angel and It Feels so Good

Tags

, , ,


You’re just going through your day, it’s just a random Friday… and then boom… there’s a lyric floating in the air that is all tied up and twisted around these moments of your life. Your surroundings change, the air fills with an intoxicating smell, and for the remainder of the song you’ve been transported to another time and place.

Hunny why you calling me? Soooo late? …. It’s really good to hear your voice, saying my name, it sounds soooo sweet…. It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight. And yes I’ve dreamt of you too…. with the lips of an angeeeel.

My body was frozen to a spot, the lyrics devouring me. I’ve been running for so long. Doesn’t seem to pan out this way.

I’m dancing now, I can see the club bouncing around beside me. Everyone is in their own party. Their own SoCo world. Me, I’m drinking tequila and Redbull and trying my best to laugh like Mase cause it Feels So Good. Ha! Ha! We’re laughing and the room is spinning and it all falls down.

I put down my iPod and go to lunch. I need a break from it. But when I pick it back up upon my return Usher is telling me, “You Make Me Wanna,” and I can’t help but giggle.

Anger Management Class- Pupil… Me.

Tags


My name’s Jeanna, and I’m mad.

“Hi Jeanna,” …. the solumn looking crowd responds.

I’ve had this dream. I’m not taking the class. Reading the book. Buying the t-shirt. Nadda. But I am finally standing up and saying I’m angry. I’m sure you’re tired of reading my angry rants… but I don’t care. I’m not sure why I crossed that out. I don’t care.

I am going to start my rant with useless people. Which is probably a dumb subject to even waste breath font on, but there’s just such an abundance of them that the more I run across, the more proof I gain against evolution. Survival of the fittest my ass. But I digress.

Russell and I are in the middle of having a house built. We have a general contractor, a builder agent, and a real estate agent. Our realtor is supposed to be our go to person right….???… always on top of stuff, the first to know, the GATE KEEPER… if you will.

We drive out to the house once a week, and our soon to be neighbor texts us pictures as the builders add something new to the house. Our realtor told us she would try to go out and check on the house weekly as the build progressed, and that she would be in constant contact with the other two. Her fantastic punctuality and determination to provide us good information has resulted in an email letting us know the slab had been poured (2 weeks after it happened)… and my favorite was the email I recieved yesterday letting me know that our house had finally been framed! We must be so excited! She’s still on framing… our house has already been roof’ed, windows are in, and the bricks are on the way. She’s making HOW MUCH OFF OF THIS HOUSE???

USELESS. COMPLETELY USELESS. Her emails make me want to squish a kitten it gets me so angry. It shouldn’t bother me this much. I shouldn’t care. I know the actual status of the house. BUT NO FRIGGING THANKS TO HER. What if I wasn’t able to see it as often as I do? What if I lived in Montana and was actually counting on her emails? USELESS.

How often do you encounter useless people? And no, I’m not talking about the Wal-Mart employee that you go to for help, and they look through you and say, “Uh…. I’m really not sure, sorry.” That’s a class of it’s own. I’m convinced they’re just drones only programmed to make 3 sounds. None of which are helpful at all.

As for the rest of my rant… you’ll just have to come back next time!

Follow

Get every new post delivered to your Inbox.

Join 139 other followers